My Dreams 2025

This is my fourth blog post sharing some of the dreams I recorded. This is for 2025. Links to past entries are at the end of the post. Enjoy!

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I was present while some people were clearing out their flat, which was pretty decrepit. They had to keep throwing things out the window so I went down to look. At the bottom were docks. And a man kept putting a pram on a raft to go to Parnassus... he kept putting a pram on, then pushing the raft out into the ocean with his foot. I could see lots of them on the way in the distance. I have no idea why I was dreaming about Parnassus, the only remotely Greek thing recently was a Rust server called Helios, which I joined as a sign (I have a dish at my altar with Helios on). I know nothing about Parnassus. I also didn't know who these people at the flat were. I also think there were birds on the docks when I was going towards the raft. (I looked into it, and it feels like Apollo was reaching out to me, and this is the year I need to express creativity) [Edit- I actually was more creative in 2025! :3]


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Yesterday I was talking to someone in an online group about horror movies, and I dreamed about them. They were staying here in the art room, and we played a racing game like Mario kart online. He was roasting me and how bad I was, and I liked it. I went into the spare room and looked out the window with Sprinkle. There were seagulls in a pond (idk why I could see water like that when looking UP out of a window) but my eyes kept shifting and they changed into bugs (I watched a video before sleeping of a guy walking in the Thames and at one point he took his wetsuit off and his torso was covered in dirt, it looked like that). The guy came out of the art room when he heard me singing and we talked. He gave me a hat he made which shifted from being ginger biscuits to a cone of chips. I liked it and Sprinkle was cautious of it. I remember looking at him and thinking he was better looking and funnier in real life. I woke up before we went anywhere else. When I woke up, I see he's commented again on the Facebook post and followed me, 40 minutes before I was dreaming about him.


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The dream was in 3 parts. I was in a record shop looking around and someone this might have been Pamela Anderson was at the counter buying some DVDs. She said she wants things she can relax to. I was trying to help her look, I found a different culture equivalent to Happy Gilmore. Also in the dream, I was looking for my sword. I was some warrior and had left it somewhere (or it was taken) and I was looking around the places I had been. I found it in Lush, they kept it safe for me. Also there were parts of the dream on a farm. We took a baby goat and brought them to the part where his mum was (they had been separated so humans can take the goat milk) and we let the baby drink their own milk. At some point during the dream, I was walking through mud and my feet were difficult to lift because of the suction. I woke up before I saw what happened next.

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All I remember is a boyfriend trying to get away from me while I was asking for an explanation and if it was a break up. He just walked away without saying something like "we're over" or "I'll be back after I go for a walk". I then shouted at him in Italian. I didn't want to tell anyone what he did because I felt too exhausted to explain or even think about being abandoned again.

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I had a tiny detached house somewhere unremarkable in USA. I made it into a little café and ice cream bar and nail bar. Someone that was a bit like Joy from my name is Earl was doing the nails. I remember being bothered that my doorway wasn't wheelchair accessible (the house looked quite British with bricks). At one point some kind of health inspector came and said they have about 1000 things to check off. One of them was to scratch off a scratch card..?


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Nightmare, I'm writing it hours later because I was too shaken. I was a third party view(watching) in something like Saw, and the woman had to rush through a tunnel as pipes blasted liquid nitrogen at her. She needed to do something that required several people, she reached the end of the tunnel and the guy she thought was going to help, multiplied himself into 5 or so clones and exited on his own. She was stuck there and froze and shattered.

I fell back asleep after a while and had a stress dream where I was driving after collecting my groceries, but the person that put the groceries in my car stayed in my car. I was very anxious trying not to crash.


7-
I gave birth to Sprinkle. After, the nurse was complaining about plant based food.

8-
Head on car crash. Everyone was driving too close to my lane, and then when a huge lorry coming towards me suddenly turned into my side, I swerved onto the other side of the road to avoid them and went head on into a car behind them. The person was nice but my companion (I don't know them) said they need to go and left me without help. I was getting angry messages. The other car disappeared and lots of people turned up to practice some kind of dance routine or film set. Someone asked me what I'd rather be doing and I said "taking cocaine on Broadway", lots of the people laughed. Can't remember any more.

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I forgot to write it down but remember a little bit. I was away somewhere and bumped into Karl Pilkington. He was 5'7" (in real life he's about 6'2"). I asked him a question and he had a surprising answer, I wish I could remember. He then wouldn't stop talking for the rest of the holiday. (In real life I fall asleep to those old radio shows and have for 11 years)


10-
Pink Floyd - Another brick in the wall. That's all the dream was. Those hammers marching. I posted about it when I woke up and someone said it was about 11 years before I was born. I said it would be weird if it were 12 because I seem to have a weird connection to that number. They checked and it IS 12 years. Almost EXACTLY 12 years.


11-
I was with a group of people, I lived somewhere else. We were being shown around a fancy building and in the distance there was a castle that looked like the Disney castle. One guy was famous on Instagram as a photographer. I wanted to get on his good side so I had emailed him before he joined our group. I had a bin I needed to take out so I asked the guy next to me if he could check his compass to see where north was, I needed to get to county Cork. I started walking north and gave up because it was so many miles. I trudged back to the big table at the place where the people were. I checked a map then and found it was about three inches north on the map anyway which is far too much to ever walk. The Instagram guy had turned up. He had a satin cloth and was dancing with it. I took it and decided to impress him with my own dancing. First try, it got stuck on my hair clip. I started again and danced really well with it. (I woke up and found what it is, belly dancing with veil)


12-
I found Nazi paraphernalia that a relative (in the dream) owned. One thing had another white supremacist symbol (I think it was a Celtic cross) on it that they had scratched into a swastika. Later in the dream I was in a group and my teeth started falling out. The back top ones fell out in a strip. I was panicking because I didn't think anyone would take me to the dentist so I could be knocked out to fix it. The place I was in was a cake shop and it then closed so I was standing outside alone holding most of my teeth in my hand.


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Next door were going to a comedy class to learn to be funny. In the shared garden I saw on a table they had cereal that looked like lucky charms. I was then on a beach looking for shells. I could hear shells as I raked my hands through the pebbles but could only find bones. One was either a dogs bottom jaw, or a small crocodile.


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I was near Rotherham Home Bargains where (in the dream) it's the biggest one and all the nearby houses are painted red and blue. I felt in danger. It was night and dark and I was kicking along with me a party hat with trans colours (I think it was me bringing it, not me kicking it disrespectfully). Then cut to me trying to drive my apocalypse group on the motorway, I was the leader of this group of about 30 (Cillian Murphy was part of my group, as well as a guy that looked similar to an artist's husband. Also he always walked on his knees for some reason) but I was driving backwards. I started to swerve and almost hit many other cars which was scary. Then we ended up on bicycles and a little beach pier road was bumpy. I suggested we name our apocalypse gang the "clunges and gooches" because we were all getting bashed on this bumpy road. Most people in the group liked it. We stopped stop take a break at someone's house that seemed friendly but it was spooky.

Cillian Murphy came to talk to me in the kitchen (he was wearing a smart trench coat) and he said he's really proud of my leadership today (he had been distant up to now), then he leaned in to kiss me. I stopped and said aren't you married. Cut to later, knees walking guy came downstairs while I was sitting near the kitchen unable to sleep (Or I might have been on guard while my group slept). Then a Bounty Hunter came with a group (I've been playing Assassin's Creed Odyssey in real life so this makes sense) and killed the knees guy. I said I can't wait to kill you with that same knife. Then after they left the knees guy revealed he can duplicate himself, and the original him showed himself nearby and he is fine, also able to stand up on his feet. I woke up feeling that was a LONG dream like I just lived an entire life.

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Michael Jackson called me pretty and gave me flowers.


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I was at a house that seemed to be my Nan's but not sure. There were lots of random people there. I had a huge groceries order and was worried I left my orange juice out by accident. The next morning I found someone put it in the fridge but also put my crisps in there. The house was a HUGE mess. In one bathroom there were dozens of towels on the floor, I picked one up and it was covered in literal crap. They looked like onion rings stuck to the towel. I went and asked my nan if she wants help cleaning the place and she said no. I said how about I clean some towels? And she said ok but there's a specific way to do it, they need turning every 10 mins or so and have to be laid out in a triangle. I said no dryer? She said no. I can't remember any more of the dream.

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In real life I had been watching The Handmaid's Tale so it was a bit like that universe. I was partnered with a man who I didn't like, and given a really dingy, dark and dirty flat to live in. Then in the public showers one time I met another man who looked a bit like the main characters husband (Luke?) but with long hair and bigger. He was nice to me. There's a lot missing but eventually I started to fall for him. He would meet me at my dingy flat and find ways to improve it for me. Helped me fix furniture like shelves that were snapped. The cupboards were unusable with old crockery falling out of it like that Kristen Bell meme (but plain wood cupboards) and he helped me carry stuff to be able to trade for things I actually need. The bed was moved to a room that wasn't in the way. The toilet and sink were weirdly in a central hall. I woke up feeling that he was absolutely my saviour.


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I was 8 months pregnant and I went into labour at home. The person with me looked a bit like someone I used to know. He was being very useless and stressing me out. I asked him to look up how to support a partner in labour. I was in a lot of pain and saw my belly moving like tiny feet were trying to get out. At some point, it slowed down and I realised it was false labour. Then there was noise out the front and I looked out the upstairs window and it was a groceries van dragging a huge trolley (like the cart Matilda fills with books, except like 2 metres sideways and up) which had groceries in that I didn't order. EG a pack of crisps, except 1.5 metres tall. The person knocked and said that someone else ordered the delivery and the driver also had a free gift for me, which was like a tiny squeaky spinach toy for my dog, he had apparently convinced the people at the depot to add it but he might get in trouble. But he then said I am banned from ordering with them. I panicked (also very stressed, remember I thought I was in labour a month early with very unsupportive partner) and asked why? He said it's against the rules to look out the window at the driver when they deliver. When he had gone, I logged in on my computer and saw that although I could log in, all my past orders had gone, favourites and lists had gone. And I couldn't book to this address at all. I messaged the person (I don't remember how, pc or phone) that placed this incorrect order to tell them and they didn't believe that or that I had labour symptoms earlier. Then suddenly a cawing bird in real life woke me up at 6am.


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I was on a date at a market or something, there was also a small cathedral with pictures of Greek Gods (I spotted Nyx). In one indoor room at the market I was asked to guess which container was the fridge and which was the freezer for a prize (you couldn't open it). Everyone was guessing wrong except me, for some reason I knew. Skip to later in the dream, I was living with someone and I have no idea if we were a couple or who he was.


20-
Very disturbing dream with most parts I can't remember. Two people came to the house while I had a friend visiting. A man and woman. Something must have happened with my friend, as all I remember is before they left, my friend and I were fighting and she was on the floor and I was punching her in the face almost to death. The next day, I sent her a message on some online platform (the display looked like a garden you can customise, with things like swings and litter) telling her how sorry I was and awful I felt. I was in constant fear of going to prison and dying.


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I was in the middle of nowhere, looked a bit like when Karl was walking near Chichen Itza. There was a huge monument nearby that looked like the one on the Cambodia flag (but made of rock). It was night time. To get there, I heard someone following me so I made a fake phone call. When there, I tried to make conversation with people but I was mostly avoided. I couldn't find Sprinkle, then I see someone nearby is holding her on her leash. When I greet Sprinkle, the person was very pissed off they had the "wrong" dog and looked at me like it was my fault.


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I can't remember most of the dream. I was staying in a hotel and for some reason I wanted to buy the housekeeper a Bart Simpson mug. So I was going round different customer services asking if they have it. Someone asked me to fill out a survey describing why I wanted to buy a mug like that.


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I was staying next door to my mum's house (the houses were different in the dream). I accidentally left the back door open (which was the living room) overnight. And a load of birds had come in and crapped all over the fancy red carpet. I went to look for stuff to clean it and a crow was near the back door looking in, as if to politely say "can I come in and say hi?"


24-
I was in a block of flats on about the 10th floor. Air raid sirens were going off. A drone was passing the window scanning everyone so I panicked and fully closed the curtains that were only half closed. I then crouched down, covered my ears from explosion noises, and was having a panic attack. Trying to stay as still as possible so it couldn't locate me. The drone stopped at my window and I could see it through the little triangle at the top where I hadn't closed it properly. The drone then sent out a red laser that went through the wall and onto me and that's when I woke up. In real life I had been researching Ukraine and recently downloaded an air raid app, which was scary when it went off. (Edit later the same day- Ziferblat posted news photos to their Instagram and I became very shaken when I see one photo which was a missile that hit the tenth floor of a block of flats in Kyiv.)


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A Ukrainian lady gave me a tambourine. I don't remember anything else in the dream. I don't know who the lady was but she was in her 60s or seventies. The tambourine looked really old but worked.


26-

I won a real life puzzle game, I needed to find a key to open a door and near the end there was a sign that said "take this" but the "this" was a weird shaped object. At the end I used that object instead of the key it pointed to, and it opened the door. The person in charge came and said congratulations I've won a stay in the hotel room inside that door. It was all white and clinical and I asked if I played music would everyone else outside hear it, they weren't sure. I decided not to stay anyway because Sprinkle wasn't allowed to stay with me.

I then got a fine from Steam for playing Escape From Monkey Island without a licence? I was really angry as I paid for it over a decade ago and apparently the licence expired. (Is this something that's going to happen in real life? We won't be buying games, we will be buying temporary passes to play them, that we need to re-buy after a while..??)

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I was in New York (it looked a bit post apocalyptic). I was queueing to ask Jon Ola Sand a question. It didn't look or sound like him, and he was a lot younger and very camp, but for some reason it was him. I asked him a question about me becoming a successful singer. He told me I have absolutely no chance and should give up. I panicked and was horrified (I was expecting encouragement, he hadn't even heard me). On the spot then, awkwardly not knowing what to say, I sang a little bit and my voice went shaky at the end of the line, he grimaced and looked at the person behind me as though to say "push in front of her, she's done". I went to a museum and hid inside a tiny room behind a wardrobe. A family came in (presumably to look at the museum items) and they saw me, I pretended I was playing hide and seek and waiting for a friend to find me. In reality I was alone and just there to cry.


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Giant. Red. Ants. I was staying at a hotel somewhere abroad, I think with a band and Sprinkle. Someone warned me that the giant ants were on the way, so I was very anxious about it. One day I was sitting on the bed cross legged and Sprinkle jumped up, looking at her tail. She was bitten by one. I freaked out, and looked around the room to find about a dozen of them all over the place. Within a hour, there were over a million in there and I couldn't cope I wanted to die. Many were chewing their way through the skirting boards. I tried to take a photo but it accidentally deleted.


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I was in Australia at some kind of sanctuary. There were lots of activists there and it was a really pretty location with huge hills in the distance. We were on top of a little hill so we looked out on to so much land. There were huge rocks like around the American grand canyon in the distance, that had big holes in them. Even though there was a Tesco just down to the left of the hill we were on. One activist that was there that I spoke to was Plant Geezer (who goes to places like slaughterhouses and pubs and asks questions about bullying the animals).

It turned out not to be a sanctuary. At one point someone asked me to clean a tank that's used to drain pig blood!!! I was arguing that there was a Tesco right there, there is no excuse to exploit animals. I woke up and checked if Plant Geezer was on YouTube, and he was live right that minute!

30-
Some white supremacists forced their way in to the house (they had taken over the whole country not just this town). I was hiding and trying to figure out how to leave. I had already put a suitcase and bag on a nearby road and was going to run away to a hotel that was acting as a sanctuary for people fleeing. I couldn't find Sprinkle, or the cat that lived with us, and this was the big distress in the dream. Eventually while sneaking around I found her upstairs and still trying to stay silent so I am not discovered and murdered, I put Sprinkle inside a bedsheet and lowered it out the window. I managed to jump out the window too without being caught. I then lowered her over the wall in the back garden and climbed over it myself, on the way to look for the bag and suitcase. I wasn't even fully dressed but I was fleeing and in extreme distress and danger. I was also scared for my cat, not knowing where they were.


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I went to Japan alone. I won a stay in a hotel and I was looking forward to this as I knew it would be high tech and well accommodated. I was traveling there on the train at night with just a backpack. Everything else was apparently there for me, I didn't need to bring things from home. Out the train window areas started looking more rough as we went on. There were only a few people left on the train and we looked at each other concerned. We stopped at the hotel and the train was right in the middle of it, the hotel was OUTSIDE. The beds were bunk beds like in a jail. No roof protection. Beds numbered. The walls were high cream painted and had coils of razor wire at the top. I was incredibly anxious and asked someone if I was in the right place and they told me I'm supposed to share one bed with 5 people. There's a big chunk of the dream missing but the train tracks going through the middle of the hotel (which wasn't a big building, the beds were out in the open and metres from the train tracks) had regular trains going past, all of which looked empty. Then one pulled up slowly, which was full of people. The windows looked dirty. The doors opened and some people fell out onto the floor, their faces swollen and covered in chunks of orange, vomit? People were projectile vomiting, like a horror film. People were screaming and the unwell people were asking for help in Japanese and we were all desperately trying to get away from them.


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The first half of the dream was at a hotel and I was with someone I was interested in and there was lots of flirting. They figured out and were also into me, when he realised, he tied me to a chair while they had to go and do something. I was on the floor on my knees and one arm was tied round the table leg and the other round a table chair while I waited for them. After a while they came back and 'finished the job'. The guy didn't look like anyone I know, I don't know who he was in the dream or how we met but I liked them a lot and was happy. The second half was constant walking. I was leaving the hotel with a girl I apparently went to school or college with and reconnected with. She was looking for her friend and we were heading to a smoke shop. My phone was very low red battery and I was concerned about getting lost. There was some kind of parade and it was getting dark. We were both dressed really cool, and I felt confident walking down the street with so many people. We eventually found her friend and I knew him too but idk where, I thought perhaps we played video games together at some point. He was super tall like 6'8" with a ginger beard, wearing a light beige-y/tan coloured fabric suit with light squares on that were sparkly gold and pale blue (so not like tartan, it was very pale. I'm sure I've seen this fabric somewhere). He was excited to see me and picked me up way in the air for a big cuddle. When the cuddle was over I jumped down and he said oops sorry are you ok? (As though he accidentally dropped me). The day before this dream I had a big cleaning day with 14,000 steps, so it might be why I walked so much.

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There were three parts of this dream. I had to delete the first for being too personal. The second was explicit. In the third section, I was in my current home (House in the north-east), hosting 'king' Charles for some reason, he was being nice to me. I asked if anyone has ever done an impression of him that he's been impressed by, and he gave a generic positive media-trained answer.

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I was dating the actor who played Heisenberg's son in Breaking Bad. In my dream he was an ambulatory wheelchair user. We had only just started dating and I felt I was a lot older than him (in real life I'm less than a year older than him).


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Horrible scary depressing dream. I was doing something out the front garden and suddenly I was on the floor with a broken leg and knee (my right side). I don't think Sprinkle was in my life but Pooky was. I saw two people down the road and screamed for them to get an ambulance. They saw my leg and looked horrified.

I tried to sit and wait for the ambulance somewhat cross legged. And suddenly I see at the front of my ankle, my shin bone is coming out. I was so terrified. I tried to push it back in. It came back out. There was a huge slit across my ankle like my foot was going to come off. The bone kept sliding out like a Mr Freeze pop being squeezed out the plastic wrapper.

The ambulance took a long time (I remember the dream dragging on and on, it was purgatorial) and when they arrived they were not very helpful. At one point someone put my foot against their chest and started squeezing it, so the shin bone went back up inside. But they didn't secure it with anything and it kept coming out. I tried to use strips of medical tape on my ankle to keep the huge slit more secure but I didn't have much so it was small thin strips in just a few places. I ended up (can't remember much of this part) having to try to find my own way to a hospital.

Pooky was lost during all of this, and when I reached what I think was the hospital, someone brought me a hedgehog. But it wasn't Pooky, and nobody around me believed he was the wrong hedgehog. He was a completely different colouring and temperament. I said I will look after you no matter what. I can't remember any more.

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Two parts. I woke up in a morgue. They thought I was dead. It was terrifying. I don't remember encountering anyone, anyone seeing me alive, and I had a tag on my toe. Cut to either a different dream or later, I was sharing a hotel room with Bart Simpson. He was so so SO messy and it was really stressful. Toilet papers shredded and thrown all over the place. Bedsheets (two double beds) complete mess. Food wrappers all over.

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Went to a restaurant and was sitting with two people, one was with me and the other was trying to take down three thugs in able to eat. White bread, vegan cheese, and fries/chips.

Later in the dream I was in a group of 4 people who were in a competition to say the word "Poe" as many times as possible in the song by Taya and Selina. I was late because I had a nipple piercing that was pushed almost through, and I had to rush away to find a mirror to push it through again. It hurt. It was a very long yellow piercing with a curled and like a curly straw. There was also a mother and screaming baby in there (what I think was an elevator). My alarm went off in the middle of the song so idk if I would have won.

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